filling in space which was better left empty

9arli fatra mitkaysil aktib post :P kitabt wa7d at7al6am 3an my sleeping schedule bes gilt that mustve been the 1394825th time i do one bout that fa 6af :P wakt imti7anat ba3ad shinsawi ya3ni ala ihadahum ilsboo3 kila 5 days laish laish laish 3 exams + 1 essay ???? laaa o i had 3 footie games ba3ad :p which 3adal my mood bes fucked up my sleep even more :P


ilmuhim fa i decided to spare you a repeat on that bes dash aktib I LOVE CHAD VANGAALEN's SING ME TO SLEEP! ya3ni rayal jad jad picked an amazing name for a song :P ga3id i'3ani yis2al 9a7bita to sing him to sleep wain murty matsaweeli chithi *rolleyes*


oo ba3ad 7abait i point and laugh at Maze :P dude im not gona wish you a happy bday because its cheating you can't have a bday mini wi6reej ur bday is on the 29th dam mafi 29th ilyoum kaifik wait for the next leap year :p na7ees mo :P


p.s. if ne of you are actually willing to dl the song ask me and il upload it =P

http://download.yousendit.com/127AA54E721590D7

enjoy =)

PURE EVIL !

You wana knw whats an example of PURE EVIL ? well an example of that would be what my friend did to me in Lorenzo. We went there for dinner to celebrate my friends bday, ilmushkila ana i already had a late lunch fa i was a bit stuffed o ma kint nawi akil wayid cuz magdar :P Bes ri7t and while flickin thru the menu i saw Gnocchi with spinach and cream sauce and so i *DROOOLED* and im like lazim a6liba i wont finish it but fuck it its worth it. So i finish half of it, o its so good ily ga3d at'3a9ab ilakil! I didnt wana put it down but after putting aside my sacred rules of food ( which include never leave a good meal unfinished) i was finally able to ask the waiter to take it away.

No thats not wats evil, that i can handle. Whats evil is when my friend asked me to try Lorenzos Chocolate cheesecake. *DROOOOOOOOLLLLLLL* WHY WHY WHY would someone force me to try something that good when im sooo stuffed ?!?!?!? Ya3ni ana 5ala9 fawalt after one bite, but it was good! I fought thru half of the cheesecake and i just sat there staring at it in shame =( i was not able to finish it. It looked back at me, taunting me! IT WAS GOOD! I WANTED IT! I WANT IT NOW! =( 3athaaaab if you hate some1 let him try it when hes stuffed ! its just too hard to put down. That cheesecake was simply devine. PURE EVIL!!!!

Happy Bday

HAPPY BDAY NUBA !!

a whole post bes 7agich shtabeen ba3ad la o '3nya ba3ad =P


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o n LOL dont ask my why i did this i was bored and couldnt find a decent pic to go with this post so i armed my self with paint and windows movie maker and recorder and this is what i came up with. I knw its rushed, EXTREMELY rushed bs this post was too empty :P



oooo and try and stop by nuba's blog and leave your d.o.b 3ashan if ur lucky enough some1 will do the same for you :r bes 3ad insaw ana

http://no3ik.blogspot.com/2007/02/im-quarter-of-century.html

In Pursuit of Happiness

No im not talkin bout the movie thats what i decided to call my latest poem, i didnt mean to steal the movie's name but its the perfect name for the poem and i wasn't even thinkin of the movie when i came up with the poem.

Now that thats outta the way another point to clearout is, THIS POEM IS NOT ABOUT ME, ive been goin thru some sorta writers block for awhile and i came up with this in my history class it wasn't much at the begining of the class but come the end of class it looked pretty good and me likes it =).

Ive showed this to a couple of people already and even though one was close the other was way off so i decided not to post the actuall poem thinkin no1s gonna get what its about and if they dont then i may have been to vague bes i like the way it is and making it clearer would ruin it. So why am i posting? well me friend told me, "after you write something its no longer yours, its for people to intrepet" so here's the poem..

In Pursuit of Happiness

I long to feel a nothingness inside,

yet such a wish ive always been denied.

Only in its coldness do i find my comfort,

and only in its darkness do i feel alive.

This graceful act wont betray me,

only this act can bring me back my smile.

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Can you tell me what you think the guy in the poem is talking about? I'll edit and explain it in a weeks time.

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UPDATE

ok so a lil about the poem

The poem is a bout a guy whos given up on the world o kil ma feeha, hes depressed and he found his way out through this act which for him is the key to all his problems this act being...suicide.

FUCK BLOGGER !

scuse the language but seriously to call this bull crap would be an understatement! Its like 1 yr old bull crap mixed with plutonium and other nuclear waste! I WANT MY OLD BLOGGER ! old blogger was the way to go ppl ! and now they tell me i cant sign in unless i upgrade :r fuck them! i was this close to quiting bes gilt ba3dain shi fukni min 7anat zanoob o murty =/ fa gilt il do what i said b4 and il switch to the ever praised wordpress ... WHAT DO YOU PPL SEE IN WORDPRESS ?! jarabta 5 mins i nearly threw up, they made me upgrade to import my blog bes gilt im upgrading then fuck goin back to that! The whole goal was to not upgrade! blah fuck blogger! Do they have an email i can verbally harass some one with over this ?? i looked bes mo lagi shay !! GAH fuck google low mu uhma chan old blogger woulda still been around :r

New blogger hasnt heard the end of me ! VIVA LA RESISTANCE !




Although we die la resistance lives on !!!

Just another post..

well this post was requested by Reem and how can i turn down some1 asking for a post? Its true its been a while since ive spread some do0da-istic wisdom around here and ive scaled down my ranting all the way down to nil until this post ofcourse. So what am i ranting bout? Ima bitch bout the LACK of ranting in this blog! I hate it, when i first startded id want to post twice a day if not more and id hold myself back thinkin, who the fuck is gona read all these posts in such lil time and 4 days aint that long.. but they were! There was a point when i became addicted to safat now i dont even feel like checking it =/ I used to check my blogroll atleast three times a day now im lucky to go thru it once every 3 days. Now i cant even think of half decent post and ppl have to request 'em of me!! So to help me out God threw some trouble my way to give you guys something to read bout hey i dont mind slong as theres a bed beneath the stars that shine ( plz tell me some1 recognized that song!) heres wat happend.. Do you knw how slow the net is here? I've never seen people miss dail up this much! Thats how slow it is! Ppl are wishing to have dail up! So do you really think i was gona settle for this course not, bloggins hell when u got wait ages to load ur whole blogroll and then the comments pages and then ur actuall coment ( not to mention when stupid NEW blogger decides to act gay and deny ur comments, uha im still on old and will all ways be but il save my old blogger reveloution speech for another time :r ) Well i had enuf and went to get my own net, a net which always me to download music/shows/movies a net which always me to watch youtube without having to pause and hope it loaded by next morning i went to Etisalat =) and i seriously have never seen a company as bad as this yet! I mean how the hell can a company fuck you over before you even start using their services or pay them a fuckin dime ???? Im serious i went over to them last week and filled out my papers and all then i was like ok so where do i pay? shes like you dont have to pay ne thing now O_o ? ee bes ma3indi la modem, o il installation fees shlown ? shes like laa fee discount if you sign up now the installation fee is free and ull have to pay for the modem and connection fees when they come and install it so i said ok. Forward now one week later and i still didnt get a call from them, no1s bothered to come fix it up or nothing and ive yet to pay a dime. I was bored so i was like ill call and ask to see how long do they really need to fix it up. I hate the whole machine thingie that helps press one for blah press 2 for blah *insert shitty song* *insert even shittier ad* repeat 5 times , fa gilt laish kil hatha o 3ala 6ool i choose the option to talk to a real person, --- Me: Hi, yea i purchased a broadband conection a week ago and i was wondering how long it would take for you to come and install it? other guy: Whats ur account # ? Me: *account#* Other guy: Abdelmohsin? Me: yeh.. Other guy: Your line has already been activated and has been working for 2 days Me: O_O ?!?! WHAT ? How ? Other guy: you came last week right? well yea they got it up and working in 5 days which is pretty quick it usually takes 10.. but yea it says ur line is up and they cant turn it on unless everything is installed are you sure they didnt come without you knowing? Me: I live in the dorms, my room has only two laptops i think i would knw if there was a wireless modem in it? plus i didnt pay a thing how the hell could the line be working ? Other Guy: Maybe we put it in the wrong room.. Me: But i have my room number written down in the contract so how ..? Other Guy: did some1 call you before to tell u theyr coming? Me: No, no1 called.. Other Guy: Ask your building manager maybe they came and put it up.. Me: No, they wont this internet is in my name and its only for MY room why would he take it? plus how can you turn it on without me paying anything i dont even have a modem.. Other Guy: but theyr not allowed to turn it on unless everything is finished.. wait can you hold.. *insert shity hold music* Other Guy: Sir ur gona have to call us Saturday morning, our techs aren't here and i dont knw what seems to be the problem if you call us then we can tell u why its on. --- I so shoulda gone with the other company! Now ima have to wake up in the morning, o evil morning and la IN A FUCKIN WEEKEND! 3ashan i prove to them marakibaw the internet 3indi ?! my friend says since ive yet to pay a thing i should just walk out on em, bes ive already signed the contract and all so i dun think im allowed to back of it this easy :P Plus did i mention theyr sorta owned by like the same person or shay chithi bes different management ( it was a monopoly so the govt opened another govt run org 3ashan they give themselves comptition sweet innit how the govt is paying to run two companies to compete against each other cuz they didnt want the first to have a monopoly this kinda thing only happens in the mid-east =D)

so yea heres to sleeping early and waking up in time to make that call ! HA, 3ad batcher i got a circ de soliel show to catch plus im sick ( nothing big sore throat n flu ) and my body's sore all over from footie and i got this mean lookin 10 inch scratch on my shin from last game that bugs the hell out of me when i wana sleep and itches the hell out me when i dont. Lowla kil hatha chan imwa9il 3ashan akalimhum.. which i still may do bes i dont wana fall asleep in the cricus :P so i better not do that looks like ima actually sleep early to wake up in the morning = in the ever so EVIL morning..

EDIT 3-2-07

HAPPY BDAY SIS, and i knw ur old you dont have to rub it in my face im only one year younger n id like to think my age stopped increasing :P

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UPDATE

i just wana tell you you guys dont have to panic or nothing cuz the worlds still turning, i didnt wake up to call them :p Maynoon agoom i9ub7 to make a phone call ? instead wa9alt o kalamt-hum oo you see that conv fog i had the same exact one with another employee =D ala ya5ith ilawalany gali call in the morning 6ila3 the techs maydawmoon ilyoum bes gali ina they SHOULD come tomowo b4 3pm if theyr not here by 3 i shoud call them :P bes batcher ga9bin 3alay agoom 3indi class so after class il call them o ashoof shsalfat-hum.