do0dalogy lesson 2 : More on death

You guys ready for another lesson on do0da's demented idealogy ( which ill call do0dalogy from now on ) :P My way of thinkin may be a shade retarded bes this is how its always been for me and im just sharing it with you :P I say another lesson because even though its usually littered in bits and pieces bain post o post my first full focus was after watchin the holiday the whole parent child death order dillemma today il speak more about death bes from yet another prespective well its sorta along the same lines bes shwaya '3air well read and see :p

So the reason i decided to bring this up was cuz a friend of mine kanat itgoly ina she was having dreams about her crashing and the car tingilib feeha, i simply replied saying personally i dont fear crashing and dying madri its just me but this whole concept of death is not something that i fear. The thing that does scare bout car crashes is if i kill some1 with me =/ Madri ya3ni if i die i guess i wont be able to feel real life guilt and im not exactly sure how guilt works when ur dead bes if it does then i guess id be screwed either way :P

ne ways so back to death in general ya3ni mo shar6 car crashes :P like i said im not scared of dying bes when u think about all the people i would leave behind now im not saying this to come off as arrogant but i would think if i die some ppl will cry in my funeral :P and id hate that jad ya3ni to think ina me doing something stupid and causing me to die ( something stupid would be mithil car crash ) would bring pain to my friends and familiy is just makes me think yea maybe i should be scared of dying :P ya3ni adri ina 3indi 3adi amoot bes mo 3adi 3induhum so shouldnt i respect their wishes and value my life even if for a wee bit more :P Cuz lets face it i will do stupid stuff that may come off as crazy :P

Nafs mara rayi7 ilbaqala ilfayer inzain i was walkin bishari3 me and my friend wila inshoof wrangler daysa ibtid3amna as if it didnt see us or something o it was dark fa i couldnt really see the car 3adil or whos driving it all i could make out was its a wrangler my friend panicked and ran to the ra9eef ana i was like oo wrangler yumkin my friend is tryin to scare me so i decided to stop in its path and wait for him to break jidamy then ill jump one the hood and pretend i got hit by it =P and so yea that i did o 9ij 6ila3 my friend :P so ri7t salamt had a laugh o mishayt all the while my friend was like @@ mi7sin 9a7i int ? That couldve been some drunk bastard who just left a club and could've killed you but for me that line of thought wasnt even close to registering :P i figured if i was wrong the bastard would turn and i wouldve just played chicken with a wrangler and won or died :P

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I LOVE THIS SONG o may9eer lesson ib do0dalogy bidon la in3arfkum 3ala song ma7ad yisma3ha '3air o cham shayib :P