feeling directionless

[.. This was intended as my "comeback" post bes it was trumped by my need to knw a5awat kana + ina o I STILL WANT TO KNW :r so if u knw do tell me =( ..]

I’ll rise up, wise up, sell out, say I will not lie to you…

Another blogging disappearance I know, for once its not due to lack of time or topics bil3ax the topics are plenty and the time even more now that I am finally unemployed *big grin*

Bes.. aah there is always a bes =] .. most of those topics are topics id rather not post don’t u just hate it when the thing you wana share and talk about the most is the one thing you cant really talk about?

Plus im not a big fan of negative topics the worlds got enuf of those and mine aren’t that bad its just a lot of confusion. They say u should take the road less travelled, so I will, bes thing is, like most unknown roads, ur prolly facing terrible odds and u’ll need lady luck on ur side, and by the looks of thing she just might be bes for how long?

Go figure the thing thats most valued to me is the source of all my worries.

For now I just want back in your head,

There an ambiguous post, a feeble attempt to explain a long disappearance but more than anything proof u were better off waiting for me cause I can untangle and then you’ll get normal posts =]

*all italics and title are lyrics from various tegan and sara songs *